Greetings and Salutations, all.

Let's get straight down to it here without beating around the bush. Anyway, as everyone, or whoever is really left who views this page anymore know that I have posted journals about this and that, about losing my passion and yatta yatta. I sat back and took a long hard look at what really was the problem and the only think I could come up with was that I completely suck. Disagree? I look at my own work, my past ones and see the flaws in everything, but I've put it all under a microscope and I'll ovbiously find flaws somewhere. I honestly think my work could be better, alot better, and as of 2009 it will be. I've sat back long enough and allowed my camera to gather too much dust, so I'll be picking it up once more. Photography was a major part of my life and it's helped me grow as a person and it's even allowed me to meet quite a few people along the way. 2009 will be a change for me, for I plan to step my game up and present work you'll never expect me capable of (compared to my old work), and I plan to get my name out there. I'll be uploading aswell as selling my work for once. I'M BACK!

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Yes I am still around, ya'll! To update and let everyone in on why I've neglected to update or upload much of anything.
Lately - more like the last few months I have been overwhelmed with real life, I'm sure many of you can relate. Few months ago I got out of a 'serious' relationship - and I kinda say that sarcastically but all in all it was a long relationship, one with many ups and downs. It didn't end so well and I lost all touch with reality for awhile and once I pulled myself back up on my feet I didn't really have any idea of what I had any desire to do, photography being one of the many questions. I lost my sense of creativity, apparently or maybe I put it away somewhere and just can't find it. I'm overpowered with a confusion as to whether or not I desire to even continue photography, which is a sad commentary in and of itself because a year or so ago photography was my life. You'd think with every emotional moment sparked a new and fresh idea to put into focus, snap the idea into a photo but I've not thought to do any of that lately.

A few months ago my computer crashed and I had my ex's (then girlfriend) brother to fix it because he was so good with computer, or so he thought. Honestly I believe his only ability was to talk the talk but when he tried walking the walk he fall on his face. My computer is a 2005 Dell Dimension E310 and this 'wizkid' decided to reformat my computer and put the wrong version of windows on my computer, inturn giving me no sound. I also lost my photoshop. That, honestly, was the beginning of my loss of desire. Anything I've uploaded since has been put through PaintShop Pro 8 (PSP8), a rather pathetic program for photo-editting, but I manage. But seeing as this unfortunate turn of events has left me without Photoshop and my desire seems to have sprouted wings and flown away, I had to go out and get myself a life. Happily in a new relationship with a great girl who is opening my mind to who I used to be and hopefully I can get a few ideas to put through the lens. But I haven't quit and I haven't decided to stop uploading, once I get things to upload I'll be sure to do so. Until then, ya'll.

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MySpace | FaceBook

About a month or so ago I decided to take my "Modeling" deviantART and turn it into my new deviantART for all my photos. I have done some thinking on the matter and decided that it doesn't matter where my photos get uploaded, they are going to get viewed, hopefully. I have decided to move AGAIN back to this site and continue my uploads here. I decided since I have all my pageviews, comments, and great memories here that I want to continue that. Hopefully ya'll don't get too upset about me moving so much. This is where I'll be staying, promise.

_Clubs.


MySpace | FaceBook

Over the past few days I have sat and thought what would be best for me- photography wise. I moved MySpace pages (www.myspace.com/vivalacetu) and I have changed my email address (vivalacetu@live.com) And I have also decided to move deviantART pages. This one will keep some of my images. I will be taking some of my best works off and moving them to the new page.
A new start is beginning for me and it's going to be all about the fun and photography!

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